Instability

Driving home after one class, stressed...I sit in the car driving just seeking God because I know that I can't do it on my own. Things rush through my head, tears watering my eyes but never falls down my cheeks because the act of being "strong" or perhaps pride will not allow it even when no one is around.
Frustrated within myself, I look for ways to encourage myself to keep me going...
and it always end up being reminded of God's promises for us.

"Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you;

He shall never permit the righteous to be moved." Psalm 55:22

"For with God nothing will be impossible." Luke 1:37

He always gives me little drops of blessings that keeps me going. He sustains me...

I don't know where I am being led to, but this things that He has started in me leads to something unexpected. I can't quit...I have to keep pressing on.

"I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus."

Philippians 3:14